=)=)=)=)=)=)

so happy...

the day dint quite start off right(ask sharon she got my msg at 6.34 in the morning) but well it seems to be ending right... of course 'seems' being the keyword here but im OPTIMISTIC...... hehe

im in a superduperduperduperduperduperduperduper GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD mood.. haha

missing my "darling" ;p

Exhaustion

In more ways than one the above title is applicable to me.

I feel like killing someonedyingrunning away.

I wanna leave and never come back

Untitled by Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me


Miss Ee said today: "music is something we should enjoy making". Its not a mind blowingly smart quote but the simple truth of it just struck me there and then............

Dammit tt train of thought is unfortunately lost. Thanks to mum's incessant nagging in the background *grumbles*.

Check this out

You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Collide by Howie Day

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

(the song would be so much nicer if people were simply molecules.. then youd feel no obligation to talk or interact with them. all you hafta do is just react and form something different. which is kinda wad life is like izzen it? see, chemistry's not so abstract after all)
(on a different note, i guess im still lost eh.. so muchs been happening but it doesnt quite make sense to me. lalala dreams do come true, even bad ones.. but tts not the point.)

the point is that the truth hurts